An Explanation...

i've been asked why i chose the title that i did for my blog. well, here's your answer:

I feel as though i am preparing for something, but it is not related to my major. i know that i must finish school in order to get to where i'm going, but i don;t think where i'm going involves my major. this is really confusing to me, because i woild like (at times) to just drop out of school in order to pursue other things that i enjoy, like, say, moving to Seattle and helping out with the desperate need for light in the dark place. But, for noe, i'm stuck in the middle of school and the preparation for whatever it is that i;m being prepared for. so, there you have it. why i'm "here in the middle."